Here I am sitting at home just waiting for nothing to happen, nothing is going to happen other than fall asleep. I feel sad, and I feel a bit of an outcast. It’s so weird how last night I was one of the most happy in the world and now I’m like the saddest. Ha-ha! “The World Is Not Enough,” what a great movies. The bond girls are so hot! Sorry, I’m getting sidetracked.

So, DII Nationals for track and field are this week. I’m running in the 3000m steeplechase, also I was the last one to get in, so I’m feeling really lucky. I’m getting picked up in about seven hours and I don’t really want to go bed, I would rather just hang out with some friends. I loaded up my car with some of my stuff so that when I get back on Sunday, I can just get in and do the ten hour drive back home. Oh man, my coach told me that the prelims should be fine, and that I should make it in to the finals. I am the last one to make it into nationals so it should be interesting to see how the race will be run by the faster competitors.  I might as well state that at least one of my competitors had Mono this last two months. I don’t know, anything is possible! I’m still sad, this is lame, well hopefully I will run fast, I run well when I’m depressed. I don’t like feeling depressed but I do some amazing things when I am, ha-ha! OMG! Ok that is enough for now, I will update this soon. I race on Thursday at like 6pm – at Mt.SAC…I ran my PR for this season there (9:16). I am hoping to PR there again. we will see, soon, like in two days.